He saw her outline through an open fogged-over glass door in the frozen foods section of the grocery store. Like a restless ghost she rummaged through pizzas and hot pockets mumbling to herself while her two small children stood guard at the cart. Hidden within layers of winter clothes they waited for their mother to finish adding to the pile of processed foods as quiet counterpoints to her frenetic energy.
The little girl grasped the lip of the cart to steady it while the smaller boy stuck his finger through the metal lattice to touch the cold boxes and scrape off some frost with his fingernail. The door to the freezer slammed shut causing the boy to jump and pull his finger back quickly.
Locks of bleached blonde hair dangled from under a hand-knit cap framing a face that had once been quite beautiful before time and the cares of the world had taken their toll. He could read in her careworn features that she was alone and that the father of her children had decided he wasn't ready to grow up and assume the responsibilities he'd created.
He looked down at an ornate pocket watch that he had produced from his vest pocket and watched the second hand tick along its circular path. The hour hand stood at three and the minute hand was just a sliver shy of twelve. When the thread-thin piece of metal aligned with the minute hand he pulled the crown. A popping sensation jarred the scene like an earthquake lasting only a millisecond and the little girl froze mid-sneeze.
The outline of his form untethered from his corporal self which remained perfectly still in the aisle.
He stepped forward, his ethereal self now separated from his motionless and more cumbersome twin, and made his way over to the three. The little girl's eyes were tightly shut and tiny droplets suspended in space formed a funnel from her pursed lips. The boy was flinching as if expecting a blow. The mother's eyes were focussed far away from where they stood.
It was the mother he'd come to see. The point of interest for him was the contours of her forehead. A V-shape was seemingly chiseled there in her brow. It had deepened over time and become an intrinsic feature of her face. He took it in from different angles, judging its depth and intensity. Its point was sharp and pricked him hard when he touched it with his finger. It would not come out easily.
He brought the thumb and first two fingers of his right hand together placing the point on her forehead, then belly, right shoulder, then left shoulder to loosen it. Pincher-like his fingers snatched hold of the V-thing and pulled out and away from her head. It pierced his fingers with a terrible ferocity but he continued to pull slow and steady. This measured application of force allowed the tendrils deeply anchored within her to unwind without breaking off to regrow anew. A lifetime of disappointments and poor choices came flowing out of her in damp and dripping threads. The slowness of the process protracted his pain, filling him with a cold and desolate fire.
Time passed without time passing, an eternal nowness that had him feeling a little disoriented. When he felt he could take no more, it pulled free and her features visibly relaxed. It was astounding how much younger she looked and he quickly forgot the pain that had just been threatening to overwhelm him. The troublesome creature pricked at him and fought to free itself, but he held firm.
A few aisles over he found a large jug of bleach that he opened and forced the prickly thing into it, sealing it up with a turn of the cap. He shook the jug until there was no further movement coming from it, placed it back on the shelf, and returned to where his body stood. The split selves reunited and he found himself once more looking down at his pocket watch frozen at three. With a push of the crown, time resumed once again without a hitch.
The mother's focus retracted and fell to her daughter who was just finishing her sneeze. She knelt down and cleared a strand of hair from the small face. "Are you OK, sweetie?" The girl, unaccustomed to such attention, simply nodded her head "yes." The mother then turned her face to her son, "How are you, little man?" His lower lip began to quiver as his emotions found release in her sudden kindness. She pulled him into a hug as the therapist shut the cover of his watch, tucked it back into his pocket, and left the store.


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