Shadows suit him as does the cover of night, but in Moscow this
time of year the light seems interminable and depresses him. With no one around to observe his movements
he leaves the shadow, like Cain cursed to roam the earth, and ventures
northeastward closer to the heart of the city.
Thoughts of his former resting place come unbidden and unwelcome.
He no longer sleeps on Red Square upborne by veneration in a God-free
dream state. It is only an artificial
semblance of the man he used to be.
Instead he has become a shade, a feeling of unease in those who pass too
closely.
A Chef Boyardee can rolls into his path and he kicks it with disgust,
"Capitalist trash!" The can
bounces off a large wooden gate with a clang scaring off some loitering
cats. The balding scowl-faced man looks
left, then right, high stone walls running off in either direction. His curiosity piqued, he is surprised to find
the gate moving inward to his touch. A
surge of disappointment and then a good deal of anger wells up as he realizes
he has entered a walled monastery in the midst of the city. Quickly turning to leave, the gate no longer
responds to a push or a pull. Howling
does him no good. He is trapped in this
Soviet-forsaken place.
How had things come to this?
Churches reopening everywhere! Monasteries flourishing! Lost in grief, he is startled to feel the
weight of a hand on his back.
"Vladimir, why do you kick against the goads?" A thickly bearded man with gentle eyes stands
at his side.
Conflicting emotions rack him as he recognizes his old nemesis,
expecting gloating but feeling a warm flow instead. His shoulders sag, head down as he rubs his hairless
crown in despair. "You have won,
Vasily Ivanovich."
The Patriarch pulls the weeping man to his chest. "We have all won, Vladimir Ilyich. Christ is risen!"
***
The next morning church bells peal calling people to prayer at
the main cathedral of the Donskoy Monastery.
A little girl with her parents pass the sleeping form of Vladimir Ilyich Lenin on a bench, laid out as if in
state. The father senses the uncanny resemblance and blanches a bit. "Can I give him a flower, Papa?" the little girl asks, already picking a wild one by the path.
"Yes, but let him sleep, Little One. Let him sleep."
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* Information regarding St. Tikhon of Moscow
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